Wednesday, June 24
It's finally our third month. It's 5 days in a row that I didn't see you when both of us are working.
Went out to IMM Building wearing white jeans and white shirt. I swear I look super white that day except for my black bag. Bought mum's birthday present and dined at Ajisen with dear. It seems like, I'm dining at places where I've never been before on our anniversaries. And LL always called you on this day every month. Just walking for 2 hours really killed my legs and super tired already.
I still need my laptop, I wish that Toshiba will have stock again (:
I hate studying and I love studying. I hate studying under pressure and I love studying under my own time and pace. I can't catch up with school work at all now after 2 weeks of holiday which I worked away half of my time. Now with CDS, I bet I can't cope at all but well, I deserved it. Who ask me not to study since Secondary School. Too bad for me. I'll need to suffer under a course that I have no interest in and it doesn't make sense at all. It's just system. Once you know it, you know it.
I feel like quitting school and just work part time for Shangwei or maybe find a job that has slightly more income than the one Shangwei offers. But now, it's hard to find a job so I would say Shangwei's pushcart job is of a good pay already. I wish, I really can quit school but my parents will be livid if they know that I even had the thought of it. Boyfriend? Sure kill and nag me to death. But that's only my assumption la.
What do I wish for now ?
Quit school only (:
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